after much thought and worry that i would not have enough to say i did it. i started a blog. i probably have more thoughts and ideas that run through my head than anyone in this world, but i do not always like to talk about them. i talk all the time to any and everyone, but not about 90% of the things that i am thinking about. there are actually only a few people in my life that i absolutely love to talk to. god. he is always a whisper away. it does not matter what the question is, he always eventually gives me an answer. not always the one i am expecting or the one i want to hear but the one i need to hear. i am constantly talking to him throughout the day everyday. my mom. i talk to her everyday if not ten times a day. it does not matter if she knows anything to do with what i am talking to her about, but she always knows exactly what to say. maybe it is just an instinct she has, but whatever she says is always right. my aunt. i happen to be just like her in every way possible. she can always give me the best advice because she acted just like me when she was younger, so she has already been through everything that i go through. andrea. we are just alike and it is almost like i am talking to myself but i am talking back. she has helped my relationship with the lord grow so much. she is always there for me and i hope she knows it goes both ways. i know that she is that best friend you have that god has placed in your life for so many reasons. mary margaret. she tells me how it is. she does not try and sugar coat anything and sometimes you need that. leah. she makes every single thing into a joke, so i can get away from the stressful reality of life sometimes. angela. does not matter when the last time we talked is, we always pick up right where we left off. michael. he is the one person that i am so close to yet so different from. almost everything about us is different but i that is what i love about him.
it is not that i do not like talking to other people because i do. it is just that i can talk to these people about every single thought that is in my head, and when i talk to these people it always makes my life that much better.
after graduating from college and moving away i realized that my life was never going to be the same. at first i hated it and wanted so bad to be able to go back in time. to be able to be surrounded by my friends constantly. to be able to pull an all nighter studying, doing a project or writing a paper and being able to go crawl back into my bed after the test was taken or the project/paper was turned in. to know that you do not get fired if you happen to oversleep and miss class or just decide not to go to class. to be able to take a nap in between every single task on your agenda if you wanted to. altogether just being able to not be an adult. then i finally accepted the fact that i was growing up. now i am actually so happy that i am starting a new chapter in my life.
lastly i will leave a list of things that i am sure i will end up talking about in future posts. maybe only once, maybe way too much nevertheless they will be mentioned.
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living the life of an artist. everything that i do an see is in an artistic way. art and design are my life.
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the most difficult yet most amazing relationship that i have ever had in my life that grows more and more everyday with my savior.
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anything related to fashion, home decor, graphics, sewing, textiles, home accessories, painting, art history, ceramics, photography, printmaking, ink drawings.
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the city of charlotte where i hope to be living soon.
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the city of new york where i hope to end up.
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m.clifford which is my aunt’s handbag line that i help design for. also the biggest reason i want to move to charlotte.
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my family and friends that mean the world to me.
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my ridiculous ocd habits
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italy. where i got to study art.
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anything else in my life worth mentioning.
q&p
will be seen throughout my blogs
this means quote and picture. i love quotes and i love pictures.
